Tuesday, February 9

Resolution

Hoodia -x2 daily (afternoon/evening)
Slimquick -x2 Daily (breakfast)
Smart Burn - x4 daily (breakfast, lunch)
cleansing pills - x4 daily (bedtime)

one egg, scrambled with mushroom, onion, pepper - 100 cal
three glasses of water

salad. no dressing. - 100 cal (depending on salad)
half a bran muffin - 150 cal
three glasses of water

five dates - 100 cal
three glasses of water

one cup green peas - 120 cal
one sausage/chicken thigh/150g of turkey/equivilant of - 200cal


im so lazy but i need to work into my life exercise. that will be the most beneficial thing i can do, i know it. im going to be perfect, im going to.


xo
Femme

Thursday, November 19

Three Monthes Wasted

seriously. wasted. i have gained sooo much weight just from hanging out with people at school and eating caf lunches cuzi have no time to prep food and i make bad decisions.

NO MORE.

soup diet. starting like, asap C:

no thinspo again. but miore promises ofmy return. i always return.

Cals
bagel with turkey and cheese (plus lettuce and tomato) - 350 (??)
two starburst candies - 50 (??)
three xl cofffees. ahah.

xoxox
Femme

Sunday, August 9

Pre School Slim Down

the birth control I am on has caused me to gain an unsightly 20 pounds this summer.
it is horrible. luckily i had the sense to notice what i was doing and stop. but the damage is done and it's so very hard to reverse. i am so mad.

ive been taking cleanse pills. they make my stomach hurt so bad. but i've lost 8 pounds with them. and now, im tpying with the idea of slimfast. it always seemed too high cal before in the hieght of my sickness. but i really want to slim downf or school.

none of my jeans fit anymore. this was not the plan. this was the exact opposite of the plan. i let myself get distracted by my boyfriend and friends. but not anymore.

hes moving away for four monthes. i have four monthes of unsupervised eating and life. waahoo. ahaha. i have a lot planned for this fall.

but first. i need to drop atleast ten pounds before school. its so exhausting, but i hope it will be worth it.

no thinspo today since he is here. sorry loves.
and i do miss anyone who was reading this prior to my disappearance.
i will be back, i promise.

xoxo
Femme

Wednesday, January 21

Wed, Jan 21 2009
Breakfast
Perfectly Protein Mocha Cappuccino with Whey Protein - 534
Astro Original Balkan Style 4.0% M.F. - 100
Lunch
Snow Peas, raw - 40
Celery - Raw - 13
Dinner
Haddock-English Style - 360
Beans, Cut Green - 90
Total Calories Consumed 1,137

that shake is astonishing. i had three cups. in the future i will be wary of that.
210 crunches.

xo-Femme

Thursday, January 15

Ovaltine is Good

it says 150 calories if made with 2% milk.
i make it with boiling water, so it stays the original 60 calories for the dry mix
and it makes a decent ammount and its warm

still taking the diet pills
three hoodia 2x a day
two slimquicks with hoodia 2x a day
BMI sliiming liquid 1 bottle a day
multi vitamins 2x a day

i find myself purging anytime i eat carb foods.
its been really a huge waste of money i don't have to be doing that at school
im trying to escape the lunchroom but my friends are adiment that i go have food with them
so im trying to just slip off into the crowd, its awful.

working out in the gym on fridays now.
trying to put in a two hour workout right in the morning
if i can go for an hour a day the rest of the week it should be good.
i hope.

i need to strip off some of this holiday weight.

xoxo Queenie