okay so i was all "look at me im recovering" and then i dont know what the fuck happened.
im not, not recovering but im sure as hell not being sane and healthy. so like. fuck. i dont know. i gained 7 pounds which is the complete oposite of my goals and i really havent been taking care of my goals i just have been stagnating.
so now.
37 pounds to lose by July1st 2012.
i think, no. i KNOW i can do it. fuck man. fuck. i just hafta get my ass to that gym and get my hand out of the junk food.
xoxo
im gonna try and post here more, keeping track of intake and stuff really helps me stay focused and i was managing to do it last fall without feeling burdened and too guilty and such you know? maybe you dont. people who aren't recovering wouldn't know.
but yeah okay.
Femme.
im not, not recovering but im sure as hell not being sane and healthy. so like. fuck. i dont know. i gained 7 pounds which is the complete oposite of my goals and i really havent been taking care of my goals i just have been stagnating.
so now.
37 pounds to lose by July1st 2012.
i think, no. i KNOW i can do it. fuck man. fuck. i just hafta get my ass to that gym and get my hand out of the junk food.
xoxo
im gonna try and post here more, keeping track of intake and stuff really helps me stay focused and i was managing to do it last fall without feeling burdened and too guilty and such you know? maybe you dont. people who aren't recovering wouldn't know.
but yeah okay.
Femme.
