Pre School Slim Down

the birth control I am on has caused me to gain an unsightly 20 pounds this summer.
it is horrible. luckily i had the sense to notice what i was doing and stop. but the damage is done and it's so very hard to reverse. i am so mad.

ive been taking cleanse pills. they make my stomach hurt so bad. but i've lost 8 pounds with them. and now, im tpying with the idea of slimfast. it always seemed too high cal before in the hieght of my sickness. but i really want to slim downf or school.

none of my jeans fit anymore. this was not the plan. this was the exact opposite of the plan. i let myself get distracted by my boyfriend and friends. but not anymore.

hes moving away for four monthes. i have four monthes of unsupervised eating and life. waahoo. ahaha. i have a lot planned for this fall.

but first. i need to drop atleast ten pounds before school. its so exhausting, but i hope it will be worth it.

no thinspo today since he is here. sorry loves.
and i do miss anyone who was reading this prior to my disappearance.
i will be back, i promise.

xoxo
Femme