yesterday

yesterday

activia - 100.

tea. lol.
lost a pound.

i have to go to taco bell with my friend tonight, god i hope she was fucking kidding.

everything there is so small and unfilling, but vastly high in cals. i can have the bean burrito fresco or the beef or chicken soft taco fresco due to my soy allergy.

bean burrito - 340 (regular bean burrito is 370 wtf? how is this diet)
chicken soft taco - 170
beef soft taco - 170

BUT I GAVE UP MEAT. FAAAAHHUUCK.

im really poor right now, as in i have five dollars in the bank. soi cant even suggest going to somewhere better. and this was our thing, when we were skinny,.... to eat Taco Bell and watch Judge Judy, it was our down and dirty grub day.

i hafta fast all day and exercise a lot. because tonight is going to be bad. i think im going to have two bean burritos (fresco) and a diet pop. thats 680.... blarggg. unless i can get a bean soft taco. that might be less cals but i dont know cuz the besn filling isnt listed sperately on the nutri facts.

life is so hard sometimesssss.