The Truth

I am alone. I am unloved and I am very afraid.


This sickness pushes away my friends, and any chance of love... and it brings me to my knees with fear every day.

Fear from the very idea of eating to, the bigger picture.... am I going to survive this? Or will I be jsut another statistic out there.


And still, I cannot let go. There is no cure. There is only coping.

and I am not ready. The worst thin is today, I could not find my thinspo book. And that scares me, and leaves me so alone feeling. Three years of heart and soul poured into that journal.... and it's gone. It cannot be.

I don't have any thinspo for you today. I barely had anything to post. But tomorrow, it is a new day.


xoxo
Femme