he stayed a week.
I GAINED FIVE POUNDS.
i am not happy.
and now im lonelly he is gone.
im going to be a bridesmaid, i had better kick it into high gear man, ommmmfgggg. fat fat fat
Friday, February 11
Sunday, February 6
superbowl sunday + anniversary
avoiding football snacks. avoiding football snacks.
brkfst, an activia.
currently slaving away making cornish hens with stuffring and roast potatoes and carrots and onions with alfredo pasta and brockers. and green peas. i love peas. and yesterday i made two apple pies, and an apple strawberry pie, and today im making pumpkin pies and peach pie and lil blueberry tarts.
i wanna own a pie shoppe. i love making pies.
post thinspo later. if i can. the boy is coming today <3
xoxoxo
Queenie
staty strong
brkfst, an activia.
currently slaving away making cornish hens with stuffring and roast potatoes and carrots and onions with alfredo pasta and brockers. and green peas. i love peas. and yesterday i made two apple pies, and an apple strawberry pie, and today im making pumpkin pies and peach pie and lil blueberry tarts.
i wanna own a pie shoppe. i love making pies.
post thinspo later. if i can. the boy is coming today <3
xoxoxo
Queenie
staty strong
Saturday, February 5
realization
a blurb.
i will never actually have my dream wedding because my anxiety will prevent me from it. i just realized this today, and its breaking my heart. also the fact im having a panic attack about signing a marriage liscence while people watch or pick out a dress or any of it is also freaking me out.
xoxo
Queenie
i will never actually have my dream wedding because my anxiety will prevent me from it. i just realized this today, and its breaking my heart. also the fact im having a panic attack about signing a marriage liscence while people watch or pick out a dress or any of it is also freaking me out.
xoxo
Queenie
Friday, February 4
thinspo
yogurt - 100
eggs - 70x2 140
bread - 100x2 (whole grain omfg best bread ever) 200
total sofar, 440.
eggs - 70x2 140
bread - 100x2 (whole grain omfg best bread ever) 200
total sofar, 440.
Thursday, February 3
Two Days
omfg my goal of being 5lbs lighter on the fifth UNGH. i have TWO DAYS.
yesterday i had The Keg with my boyfriend for our valentines day thing cuz hes going to be in the USA (prolly) training for his job, and then today I had borthday dinner with my dad. Hes 51. so cute.
so yesterday. was bad. it was a snow day and I was lazy and we decided to have "family lunch" which was us in the studio ordering swiss chalet. i had chicken and a potato (big effing surprise) so like, i dont know where my book is but for all intents and purposes the chicken is like 450 and a bp is 220 plus 140 for the butter and sourcreme (70 each). and then Keg I had prime rib with mash and brockers and mushrooms, LOADS of hot hot horseradish (so fucking good) a small cesear, two pieces of tuna (why does raw tuna steak taste like fuckimg God? i hate tuna, atleast in a tin), 1/4 of the bread loaf, three glasses of wine, a spanish coffee and 1/2 creme brulee plus public makeouts and giggle fit.
Then we had possibly the best sex of our adult lives, like. you have no idea, wow.
today we had burgers and fries for lunch and for dinner i had a steak and Guinness stew with potato and green beans aaaaand iced tea. i am a fucking cow. I weigh 175 on the dot and I think im gonna shit like a fucking i unno tonight.
all that horse raddish and then today i loaded my burger with hotsauce and hot peppers cuz i am like queen of hotshit.
i need to ramp it up, i can do better, im so not even trying. i hate that avbout this. i KNOW i am better than this. UNGH.
anyways nights my lovelies <3
yesterday i had The Keg with my boyfriend for our valentines day thing cuz hes going to be in the USA (prolly) training for his job, and then today I had borthday dinner with my dad. Hes 51. so cute.
so yesterday. was bad. it was a snow day and I was lazy and we decided to have "family lunch" which was us in the studio ordering swiss chalet. i had chicken and a potato (big effing surprise) so like, i dont know where my book is but for all intents and purposes the chicken is like 450 and a bp is 220 plus 140 for the butter and sourcreme (70 each). and then Keg I had prime rib with mash and brockers and mushrooms, LOADS of hot hot horseradish (so fucking good) a small cesear, two pieces of tuna (why does raw tuna steak taste like fuckimg God? i hate tuna, atleast in a tin), 1/4 of the bread loaf, three glasses of wine, a spanish coffee and 1/2 creme brulee plus public makeouts and giggle fit.
Then we had possibly the best sex of our adult lives, like. you have no idea, wow.
today we had burgers and fries for lunch and for dinner i had a steak and Guinness stew with potato and green beans aaaaand iced tea. i am a fucking cow. I weigh 175 on the dot and I think im gonna shit like a fucking i unno tonight.
all that horse raddish and then today i loaded my burger with hotsauce and hot peppers cuz i am like queen of hotshit.
i need to ramp it up, i can do better, im so not even trying. i hate that avbout this. i KNOW i am better than this. UNGH.
anyways nights my lovelies <3
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